Three years later

I just wish you'd waited
until I actually wanted to do
THAT.

How many times did I say
NO
that night?

You know its name,
You know what it's called.

It wasn't right,
and it isn't right.

.--.
 

Uterus lining

I've gone through it all
and came back

and still this aching pain
lasts

I don't even want children.
Can you please leave me alone
now?

.--.

Motherhood

I want mine to
be planned.

Also, I want it
to never happen.

I never meant to be radical
at that,

I just don't want to be
your mother.

.--.

Rapist

What do you tell yourself
when you're all alone
trying to sleep on your bed
at night?

You probably don't give two shits.

But if you do,
I hope the guilt eats you whole
while you're still alive.


.--.