Russian Roulette

I was just thinking that if I came to the point in life where I should consider killing myself -- do not freak out, it's not like that would ever happen. Ever. Really, I'm not thinking about killing myself. I'm thinking about impeding dead at the hands of a hungry zombie or a very painful and slow torture situation. Something completely beyond the scope of our imagination. Something like that.

SO. If it ever happened that for SOME reason I have decided to kill myself, first I want to take the chance by playing Russian Roulette. 

Actually, that's how I'd rather die -- if I had a choice in the matter. 

The only thing I'd feel sorry for is whoever gets to clean my brains spilled all over the place.

.-.